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Desires are like a compass that points in all directions.

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Q: As I go through the teachings & transmissions you and Gina offer, I understand the need to let go of the egoic mind to be in the present moment. But, how does one “deal” in present time with current family members who have inflicted harm? For example, there’s unresolved trauma between my parents and me. Do I just walk away from the relationships? I have no desire to hold onto the pain, but I also have no desire to be around them at this time in my life. That does not feel like a loving place to me & it creates conflict. Yet, I’m not willing to compromise my own emotional safety - and set myself back on my path.

In an ideal world I hope to return to a place of love so I can spend time with them again before they die. But, I’ve not been able to do that for over a year now, and I have judgements towards myself because of it. Forgiveness has been elusive so far, though I am not giving up.

A: Thanks for your question,. I will answer from a different perspective than you might be used to. I would suggest that the only way this situation is a "problem" is because you have conflicting desires about it. You want to stay away from your parents and you want to connect with them and heal the relationships. You want to forgive and you want to protect yourself.

Surprisingly, there is actually no problem even with equal and opposite desires. That is simply the nature of desire in us humans: we want everything and its opposite. In fact, we truly want literally everything because desire does not cost us anything, so we want things with abandon! This is OK if we can just let the desires be here. In a strange way, when we let all of the different and even opposite desires just be here, then they do not matter as much. If you recognize that you want something and its opposite, then no matter what happens you both get what you want and do not get what you want. So it no longer matters what happens.

When for a moment, you just let all of your desires be here in all of their many directions and intensities, then they all cancel out. You are left simply being here and life becomes strangely simple and quiet. You still want what you want (which is everything and its opposite), but you know that those desires do not really matter. This frees your attention to notice what else is here besides desire, such as the mystery and wonder of every simple moment just as it is.

Another Testimonial About the Christ Consciousness Transmission

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angel sky castle france 162 Our good friend, Jenai Lane, joins us most Sundays when we offer the Christ Consciousness Transmissions (CCTs), and also joins in giving the transmission. She has a gift of being able to perceive on subtle levels and she often shares with us her experiences during the CCTs. Here is what she sent in an email today:

"I was completely overcome with energy at the very beginning almost immediately when I logged on. Everything inside became completely still. It was so blissful that to move would not make any sense. To understand that every thought and every movement in reaction of mind takes us away from this state of ananda or bliss is so comical. Most of us live our lives in this constant frenetic reactive state searching for happiness when bliss resides within us all along. This bliss or unbounded peace is so amplified on these calls so we can find this inner constant state and it can overpower our mind’s overlay. There was a spinning of energy like an ice skater doing a pirouette, so much so the body disappeared. Many aspects of pre-programmed self was flying out. In particular, memories and subsequent programming when we gave our gifts and it was not received well so we internalized a false story about how our gifts are not valuable, and in some cases dangerous or rob us of something so we believe we need something else more.

Gentle waves of compassion beckon us to a place where all is well, despite the hardships of the human experience. Perceiving God as form helps us to understand we can do no harm when we act from Love. Trying to understand this mystery is pointless but there is a simultaneous connection to the ineffable that lends itself to a more full realization of true nature. Time and time again of being in this receptive state can spring us forth from the bondage of mental constructs (appeared as clear cubes) that would dissolve. There are many of these cubes within each frame of perception. These were breaking apart. Upon their dissolution, the tunnel visioning that happens and locks us into polarity thinking can be released, and thus, we can see more holistically."

Of course, everyone's experience is unique and some people have felt great benefit from the CCTs even when they have not felt or experienced much during the session itself. For example there is this tesitmonial we received recently: https://endless-satsang.com/testimonial-regarding-the-long-term-effects-of-christ-consciousness-transmissions.htm 

Please feel free to share your experience(s) with us, and remember that everyone is welcome to attend their first transmission for free as described here: https://endless-satsang.com/faq

Jesus by Danielle Tonossi

 

Testimonial Regarding the Long Term Effects of Christ Consciousness Transmissions

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eyes of jesus for website Someone contacted us with an inspiring and remarkable report on her long term experiences with the Christ Consciousness Transmissions (CCT) over the past year that we have been offering them. She attended a live retreat with Gina last October where Gina first offered several CCTs as part of the gathering. And while she did not feel much of anything during those first transmissions, she decided to continue with the online gatherings we offer four times a week on every Tuesday, Thursday, Saturday and Sunday (as described here).

And here is what she experienced after attending for the last 12 months: 

I was there at the retreat in Colorado when you first started doing transmissions. I heard some people describe their incredible experience, but I felt nothing. Well, maybe not quite nothing because when the email came to continue attending them, I felt I should.

I have come to almost all of them except 2 or 3. In the last few months, my awareness of so much has shifted, including which voice I was listening to.

Seeing Truth. Embracing Life. Knowing that everything to awaken is already and has always been offered to me, in my life experiences.

It is kind of overwhelming, but not in a ‘bad’ way. I just do not know what to do with it all, the amazing awareness, expanding awareness.

I have listened to over and over to the channeled recordings. One day, I listened to the message from 12-31-17 (available on Youtube here) several times. A few days later this poem/writing came out of me. I listened to it again weeks later and I realized that it prompted this poem:

EVERYTHING IS HELPFUL

Everything is helpful
I have heard this..
I have read this..
I have not fully understood this.
How can this possibly be true for everyone?
Coz There are seems to be over 6 billion of us here.

I have tried to ‘think’ this into understanding.
That is not possible.
I cannot ‘think’ anything into Awareness
Everything just IS.
When I let go of the trying to ‘figure’ it out...
The how...The why... The what...
It comes to me & I feel into it...
I KNOW it.
I used to feel/think/believe
I was to hold fast to the Knowing
when it comes
Coz, to me, the doubts/uncertainties come soon after
Hold Fast to the Knowing, I told myself
Hold tightly onto it.
I feel differently now
I Know differently now.
Holding on to anything keeps me tied to the past,
anchored to something that is gone.
No matter how pleasant, beautiful or moving even

I Know Now
I Feel Now
I Live.. NOW

Each moment, Each Moment is such a Blessing.
Spectacular!
However it looks.
Live in the moment
Love..each moment
Love the Experience
Grow..from the experience
CHOOSE...In The Moment
THAT..is how...
EVERYTHING IS HELPFUL 

Listen to her reading the poem:

More info about the Christ Consciousness Transmissions and answers to frequently asked questions are here: https://endless-satsang.com/faq-about-online-christ-consciousness-transmissions.htm 

Small JS4placeit for web NEW: There is a new audiobook in the Jesus Speaking series that was just released: Jesus Speaking: On Embodying Christ Consciousness. This book is a collection of the channeled messages from Jesus that we have shared recently on the  transmission meetings. You can read about and purchase this new audiobook here: https://www.radicalhappiness.com/audio-video/jesus-channelings

Jesus by Danielle Tonossi

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